Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over


Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye


Do you remember
In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
That our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way


And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always
Happy like we were
Happy like we were


Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye)
Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye)
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

Labels: Apt.

Manipulation.

After busy rushing through last minute holiday assignments, waking up for school early everyday, trainings that tire me out completely, New Year Resolution of trying to pay attention and not sleep in class have really taken up a lot of my time including my weekends.

I have to go do some Math Tutorial questions now but the dicussion of blogging in Gp class today gave me the urge to at least update this old site of mine.

Haha I sound so sad about my boring life. Yes I am, but the face that it would be my last year attending routinal classes makes me happy. I need the positive self talk. Like when they told us that we only covered 30% of our work in JC 1, freaking out would be the most common thing to do. But Cel said: 'That's good what that means I only screwed so little of my studies, this year if we work harder we can do it!' Haha super positive self talk right. Haha.

School's been more enjoyable now. Well at least before I start to feel drained and have the thinking of ponning school again. Hur and the only part of training which I still dread is the RUN. OMG I really hate to run. I've learnt how to appreciate to do drills but I don't think I can ever appreciate running. Interval Runs is seriously a killer. It's so... I dont even know how to describe it. Juniors are a great bunch, just that there's always a Bunch of Bullies who's out to put you down! Haha can't wait for season to start actually :)

Upcoming tests and the pressure to do well for Term Exam certainly gives me a much slimmer chance to come online again and rant about my mundane life of studying. BUT I shall seek the beneficial side and sacrifice this for the time being.

I sound so serious about my studies I'm actually a bit scared of myself also hahaha.

On a lighter note though everything's so packed now I'm still glad that I still have my friends around me :) That should keep me going on for a bit. And friends is such a broad term I classified almost everyone into it ;)

I have made a pact not to comsume Mayo (only if its included in the recipe) because that's the MAIN reason why I hate my legs. HAHA and I'm not being cynical but I think I cannot make it. I is loving Mayo alotzzzzzz.

Rove Rou Rery Rery Ruch Rlso :)